home sick

sorry for no blog yesterday... i stayed home sick... something that never happens... as evidenced by the office rumor that started because i said i couldnt keep my breakfast down... yes, apparently that caused everyone to think i was preggers. haha. no, i am on the pill and on the rag so chances are i am not 'with child'. post nasal drip is the real star of the show... you can name him anything u want. lol

so yea, i woke up got ready for work, had a couple toaster waffles and then got sick in the kitchen sink. i heard hubby over my shoulder, "maybe u should stay home". good idea. i thought i would lay down, wake up around 10am and re-assess. i woke up at 2pm. dragged my butt to the couch and tried to distract myself with tv. hubby came home with over the counter meds and made it all better... i was right as rain by 7:30pm. i even kept dinner down.

so today i had my meeting with a coworker to talk about our friend who passed. i will refer to her as D. J. and i got coffee and a table and talked about D. the good times, the bad times, and the crazy times. it was just what i needed. i told her everything about how i feel and how i am not dealing with D. being gone very well. J suggested that maybe D. is actually trying to help and encourage me in her own way... which we all know meant screwing it up first. lol.

so i do feel a ton better and now almost like i made to big a deal out of it... so i should have problem going to the gym then, right? i mean if that was what was holdin me back. so wednesday of next week will be my target day to try the gym. my period should be over by then. i will have seen the shrink that tuesday. here is hoping, wish me luck.